last night I dreamed I had tamed a bull, I rode it every where. Everyone was asking me to train their horse and such, but if I rode a horse, my bull got really mad and started destroying things. occasionally it said things, and it understood everything I said too.

..........*sigh* I've been smoking to much lately.........

swatara starts tonight... first, dinner with david... why? I don't understand what is with him... appearing and dissapearing from my life every few months. making me dream of his kisses and the feel of his arms..... but never committing............. he's gonna play me again.... and it sucks because I'll let him..... its like I'm his cello... resting my neck on his shoulder while he makes me sound beautiful...fucking cellists...

this was kinda personal for a DA entrie... whatever

I have a few rolls of film sitting around that I really need to develop..... you know what I hate about not being in school?? no darkroom.

I need a scanner too, you deviants might like some of the photos I've taken

little black and white moments frozen in time

the whole not going to school thing.... I'm finally living the ideal life...

I feel like I'm living the life of a full time activist

every minute I'm out of the city I wish I was there, changing the world

a bunch of kids from SDS, including me, jammed on a street corner and got some money. It was a really amazing experience.

I climbed a weeping beech tree

I admitted guilt

I felt like a boring, not fun to be around person

I dreamt a lot last night. nothing rather strange. I had a very vivid dream of cuddling with Roper and amazing futureistic valet services at the mall. I ended up getting lost in the Mall by myself and being found by Zan. It was a very pleasant dream. I also had a dream about working in Rita's with some characters from the books I've been reading. I liked that one less, but it was still interesting.